life has ruff ends part 2

2009-12-08T02:45:00.000-08:00

Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute, it's love
And, suddenly, it's like a battlefield

One word turns into a war
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world's nothing when you're gone
I'm out here without a shield - can't go back, now

Both hands tied behind my back for nothing, oh, no
These times when we climb so fast to fall, again
Why we gotta fall for it, now...

Can't swallow our pride
Neither of us wanna raise that flag, mmm
If we can't surrender
Then, we're both gonna lose what we have, oh, no

We could pretend that we are friends, tonight (oh)
And, in the morning, we wake up, and we'd be alright
'Cause, baby, we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
I guess you better go and get your armor...

I never meant to start a war
Don't even know what we're fighting for
I never meant to start a war
Don't even know what we're fighting for...

2009-12-02T06:28:00.000-08:00

Malam ku tidur tak lena

teringatkan dirimu

terimbas kembali kenangan lalu

alangkah indahnya bersamamu

mengalir air mataku

menemani malam sepi ku

ku rindu saat bersamamu

sukarnya untuk ku melupakanmu

dahulu enqkau berikan cinta

mengapa kini enqkau berubah

manakah janji akan setia menanti

jikalau engkau tak lagi cinta

katakan saja , aku tak kesah

dari kau terus membuat

ku menunggu

tak ku sangka , tak ku duga

perpisahan yang akan melanda

sudah ku coba pertahankan

namun dirimu pergi jua

cintamu bagaikan rembulan

yang hadir bila malam menjelang

kau hilang bila siang mendatang

begitulah sikapmu oh sayang

kau lontar cintaku ditepian

ku bagaikan hanyut di lautan

yang lemas di dalam percintaan

dipukul gelombang keresahan

2009-10-06T04:03:00.000-07:00

Ku cuba redakan relung hati

Bayangmu yang berlalu pergi

Terlukis di dalam kenangan

Bebas bermain di hatiku

Cerita tentang masa lalu

Cerita tentang kau dan aku

Kini tinggal hanya kenangan

Kau abadi di dalam hatiku

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi

Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati

Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir

Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku

2009-09-28T16:27:00.000-07:00

Bisikan yang pertama
Membawa erti untuk selamanya
Aku bagai tak percaya
Apa yang telah pun kurasa
Engkau bagaikan ohhh... permataku
Engkau pun jua ratuku

Engkaulah segalanya
Engkau hanyalah untuk diriku
Aku hanya untukmu
Itulah janjiku padamu
Kita bagaikan ombak dan pantai
Tidakkan terpisah lagi
Walaupun pasangnya
Walaupun surutnya laut

Ratapan naluri
Memanggilkan namamu
Kerana pertemuan ini
Akanku abadikan
Segala memori
Kulewati waktu itu
Didalam pelukanku
Gugurnya pemisah
Di antara kita terbinanya
Satu mercu tanda
Cinta yang setia
Meredahi masa meniti usia
Hingga keakhirnya
Kuabadi cinta dihati ini

2009-08-18T02:06:00.000-07:00

I miss this bike man...

And now, the new 'wife' eating petrol like hell. damn!

2009-07-31T13:49:00.000-07:00

Well3...

such a boring, boring week, my gawd! last friday, I was warded at CGH... had a small operation for the abcess on my butt... yes people, my butt... 5cm by 5cm small, but the pain is like losing your whole butt. discharged on saturday, Nurul been caring for me since. Mum even let her stay overnight to keep an eye on me. been going to the polyclinic everyday for change of dressing. leceh,leceh! i'm on 2 weeks MC, and i'm stuck at home, nothing to do! how i miss my duties in camp... and to make it worst, Nurul's going Johor these weekends and next. so people, stay healthy...

2009-06-25T07:46:00.000-07:00

I tried, i try and i will keep on trying.
But then, you are still avoiding me?

2009-06-19T13:32:00.000-07:00

Here's a tale. A tale not supposed to exist, but it did. Nurul and I haven't been on our great this days. We've been quarreling much more that we have shared smiles. I have to admit, we both played a part for this incidents. Now, all I'm hoping is for us to sit down, share everything and to understand the other party's feelings/needs. I really am sad that whenever I try to satisfy her, something else will turn wrong.

Dear God, I really hope that you put us back on track. This 21 months has been great with her, I do not want that to end.

And to Nurul, I'm sorry for all the hurt I've caused. I did try my very best. And I hope we can agree on something.. Loves...

Hafiz :(

2009-06-12T14:21:00.000-07:00

P.O.P ohhh!!!

2009-03-05T10:00:00.000-08:00

Today marks the end of my McRiders' days. No more dispatching orders and no more slack-working. However, it didnt go down as a happy ending due to some problems with the Vendor. These are stressing times, having lots of things to pay. we had to run around meetings from as early as 10am to as late as 12mn. The riders however, tried to cheer each other up while waiting for the rain to stop. This shows friendship do play a part even in hardtimes. It has been a wonderful 8 months working with u guys. Thanks for the advices, help renderred, laughters and fun.

And since, its now counting down to NS. Damn! 6 days.

2009-02-25T12:10:00.000-08:00

When it was about to be settle, u erupted.
For the 6th time, u asked to meet the end.
Hais... Must it all go that direction?
Must u lie? Must u gave up? Well, we shall see...

2009-02-15T10:57:00.000-08:00

Its 23 days to go...Aargh!!! Armymen soon.

Nothing much happened the past week. Only today, my whole BDI McRiders team went for a wedding escort of one of our rider. The BDR Mcriders has to help out covering our shifts. The whole team assembled "sharply" at noon. The rest, i guess u know.
here's some pics

Riders at work
Riders dan motor2nya
Sahabatku

2008-12-30T11:44:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year!!!

Its like another 20hrs to 2009. Its bout time I set new resolutions and wishlists. But before doing so, lets see some ups and downs of 2008.

2008 was the year I learnt to share and to be more selfless. I have been putting efforts and sacrifices to my relationship with Nurul. I had been faithful, though I cant lie there were times godaan CUBA melanda. But nothing made me betray her trust. I decided it was time to delete almost every girl from my msn and contacts. Soon, I guess I wont be needing my friendster as well. Sacrifices are hard, it should be OK once you get the hang of it. I tried to make her happy as much as I could. Well, not everything went smoothly thou(you dont have to know this part).
My promise to u babe, that I will make you love me more. I Love You!

I have to agree, I haven't been spending much of time with the crew. Its only once in a blue moon that I can see a perfect attendance. I havent been spending my Saturdays with them anymore. I really miss hanging around, snapping pictures, hitting each other and jack-assing with them. However, they will never fail to help. There were times my bike broke down, and OM always being the first one to come. Thanks peeps!

New Year Resolutions:
Keep up being faithful and trustworthy :)
Being more filial though I've been trying hard :P
Coming on time 2 work, occasions & even dates :x

My New Wishlists:
Honda Fireblade CBR400
A Car (weekend car also can la...)
$3600 by the time I write a new wishlist

Ps;tag after reading!!!

2008-12-25T13:37:00.001-08:00

12/3/09-Date to grow up as a man! Damn! Now the worries are coming in...

2008-12-12T13:53:00.000-08:00

When I thought it was the best days of our lives...
I just feel like ending my used-to-be lively life.
It just suck knowing it faded just because of some disagreement...
Damn! Life can be so unfair, but why is it my turn again?

2008-12-11T13:34:00.000-08:00

Happy 15th babe!

Tidakkah engkau sedar siapa diriku ini
Bukan merak kayangan tapi gagak di rimba
Cuma yang ada segenggam setia
Akan kupertahankan untuk membahagiakanmu

2008-12-10T10:47:00.000-08:00

I dunn wanna know...
Your secret, maybe, let it be

2008-12-09T10:43:00.000-08:00

Happy 19th Birthday Kekasihku!

Mwah!!!

2008-11-25T10:23:00.000-08:00

POST Number 101: I need the greens!!!

Anybody with recommendation to any P/T job? I need to use some extra cash next month. DAMN!!! Could really use some help here, or any tips to actually make me save???

2008-11-24T12:29:00.000-08:00

Since July, I wanted a day to come so badly. The day when most was to be changed. And when the day was weeks away, I wasn't allowed to. This means so much to me. Yet again, I shouldn't be selfish. Well, I guess I have to work overnight to keep myself occupied for that nite, right bumblebee? Hais...

2008-11-20T20:58:00.000-08:00

Dead Blog?! Nah!!!

Hello, hello. Life's too packed with stuff. Thus, making it hard to blog. However, I have a few minutes to spare today. So, here I am blogging.
***
On Wed noon, I accompanied Nang to renew his insurance. I cant believe insurance premiums shot up to 30%. That meaning, I have to pay more for my insurance too. Damn! Singapore is just so money-oriented country. Well, thats how life goes; u got the greens, they got the goods.

Later that evening, Om tagged along. and we, the 3 musketter, went to Jurong to pay my parents a visit. I missed them man...
***
Yesterday marks the 19th year I've been living on this lovely earth surrounded by lots of lovely people. Things started great when msges came in. Earlier in the day, celebrated it with Nurul. Went to Vivo to have lunch at Swensens. Then, the day was spent privately. So sweet of u, dear.

As dusk arrived, Sis called saying that Daddy wants to celebrate my Bdae, along with my niece getting the Express stream for her PSLE. No way I'm missing out on a family outing and another set of free foods. Nurul tagged along as we went down to East Coast. Nice night for... SATAY!

thanks people for making my day!

2008-09-30T15:24:00.000-07:00

Selamat Hari Raya to my Muslims friends!

30 days of Ramadhan passed. Now, its the festival of celebration. Counting down to the collection and to the great food tomorrow. I'll be sure to post pics here. I do admit that as a human, it is hard to avoid doing mistakes. Therefore, I would like to take this opportunity to seek for forgiveness from all my friends.

2008-09-26T14:43:00.000-07:00

Almost a month been since I posted at this blog...
Things I would like to share with the rest of the world are:

1. Happy Belated 1 year anniversary to Nurul. Thanks for the lovely 365 days. eventhou times were tough, nothing breaks us apart. You came in this life to bring miracles. And it did. I am looking forward for more time with you dear.

2. Im now working as a McRider. Night shift only, more profits lah... Thus, making it hard for me to pay a visit to the cyberworld. I will try to keep you guys updated.

3. Please, after visiting dacuteguy.blogspot.com, do leave a tag or two so I know this blog is still readable.

4. Hope Om get those tickets to the F1. Happy hours also can ar...

2008-08-31T13:15:00.000-07:00

Woohoo!!!

Your results:
You are Green Lantern

Hot-headed. You have strong
will power and a good imagination.

Click here to take the "Which Superhero are you?" quiz...

2008-08-17T09:40:00.000-07:00

yesterday,
the annual kenduri arwah.
lots of family members.
lots of food.
lots of laughter.
lots of fun.
lots of memories.

I reached home at 2+. I slept and had a dream;
I was wondering a nice park, I came across a playground where lots of people are walking, a girl was crying on a see-saw, no one cared, I tried to console her, she looked familiar, but who was she? hmmm... and why was she crying???

today,
It was an excursion day to haw par villa,together with Nurul, Fadz, Cher, Nanang, Om, and Aidil. I thought this tourist attraction was history. I dont know what made it a must for me to go there the moment I heard it was still running. I was 5 when I last went there, but I can remembered the fun I had. Today, it was no diff. The crew explored the 10 courts of hell, the mini arcade and the statues of chinese beliefs. We simply had a great time. As usual, the pictures continues the talking.

2008-08-16T12:04:00.000-07:00

Guess what...
I saw my old bracelet with the broken engravement, and good thing its still in good condition. So whats the big deal? It was a gift from my sister to me on my sweet sixteen. Isn't it so sweet? awww. And I really thought I lost it. So now, let it be where it is. Jgn bilang orang tau kalau awak tahu.

2008-08-13T09:50:00.000-07:00

happy birthday Singapore!

09.08.08
Was with Jas, Nanang, Om and Zaid at the esplanade on National day.there were more who were supposed to join, but that group got stuck on the ECP when it rained. So, the 5 of us, together with Nurul and Fazy, enjoyed the spectacular aerobatics performance by the Black Knights and the Fireworks. As usual, fabulous!

We then proceed to Simpang Bedok where we met up with the latecomers and the 18 of us ate supper before we went for an adventure at Lim Chu Kang cemetery. Spooky, I must say. As Dusk coming fast, Yus and I decided to race one another. And this cute CBR rider thrashed Yus by 10 lampost. However, CJ and Afiq beat me by lots of lampost. Super fast sey their bike...First Race Won First Time;Bumblebee

12.08.08
the 11th month H² is together, the day was spent starting the both not going to work. early in the morning, we had breakfast at Downtown's Mcdonald's. It's been a while since we both had breakfast together. We then proceed to watch Mummy3. The show; 7/10. To have more fun, we decided to go around Singapore, discovering new ways to get ourselves lost. haha! Soon, it was dinner at our favourite place to get prawn mee, Century Square. The day simply ended in warmth, delicate LoVe...
Happy Anniversary Baby!

2008-08-04T09:46:00.001-07:00

Well, it may as if seems that I wasn't going to blog on this page again. But today, I'm giving a little updates of what going on around my life thou some may not want to know.

1.Nurul is great, being with her is so wonderful
2.Crew bonding again quite well, getting along on 1 topic; bikes
3.Singapore is plain, nowhere 2 go
4.Work is boring, damn!

But the reason I'm sharing today is to let go of my frustration. It was a bad day, you know.
1stly, I chipped the back part of my helmet. I just brought it 2 days ago.
2ndly, work was absolutely stressing today. The customers just got nowhere else to eat issit?
3rdly, I'm broke! And it's like the 5th day of the month. Fu-yoo!

As for the grand finale, at around 6 pm++ today, I flung off my bike onto the junction at Tampines while trying to stop my bike to a complete halt. Thank god no car was behind me and that I'm alright. Lesson learnt; don't speed even if the road is clear. You never know when an idiotic driver will just go into your lane, leaving u with no choice, but to throw the bike and glide along the road. Now, due to misalignment, my bike is at the workshop. Now, that is going to spoil my plans during National Day. Haish.

Well, that's about it for today. C ya soon!

2008-07-08T06:52:00.000-07:00

Here's an update.

Its been 300 days since Nurul and I agreed to share our hearts to each other. Its been an enjoyable time together eversince, eventhough as u said, we could be of an ass sometimes ya. Love ya hunns.
Last Saturday, baby and I went to the Escape Themepark with Hariz and Huda. The other 3 forced me to take the rides I never took before cause to tell u honestly, I was scared. But well, I did. And to my amusement, Hariz was also scared. Haha. We went to the Go-Kart ride and yours truly won the race, followed by Hariz. After the last ride, the guys look pale as if they saw a ghost. Soon it was time to call it a day at the Escape. The verdict, I guess both guys are better at spinning their wheels, not getting spinned by the rides.
Head down to E!hub to watched Hancock. Should there be extra cash in your pockets, only then should you watch it.

Following the excitement, baby and I went to Tampines to meet Phat, we bought a kite and try to fly it, without any wind. Thus, even an idiot will know that our tries were not successful. Haha.

And dear, hang in that attachment ya... Mwah!

2008-06-27T12:29:00.000-07:00

Hey people! I am seriously bored in this early morning. Baby has to sleep early cos she's working tomorrow. So on a Friday night, I got nothing to do.

3 days ago, Nurul and I went to TanTockSeng hospital. She visited her friend who was involved in an accident a day before. He is still currently in the ICU. Well, I just hope he get well soon. And for other rider's out there, especially my friends, do ride safely.

And obviously, I'm missing my babe even if the last time I saw her was yesterday. Well, that girl of mine sure is hot! And here's one for u babe.

N-no other man's land
U-undefying love
R-rating of perfection
U-unlimited patience
L-long faith

2008-06-23T08:07:00.000-07:00

The weekends was totally superb. I was on 3 days OIL(on individual leave), i really got time to recuperate. Life has been exhausting the previous week, so 3 days rest is all I need.

On friday, the Youth's Club of mine went for a day trip to the Bottle Tree Park. It was Nature meets Adventure. We had paintball there. For the legongs, paintball is a sport where u either get paint splattered or simply, experienced PAIN! For one guy, a blue-black thingy on his forearm as souvenir should give mummy a reason not to allow him to take paintball again. Haha...

For the Saturday, baby and I had this thing couples have. Its LOVE! Spent the day with her. She was gorgeous! Well, that was a day by the Seaview.

And Sunday, it was more of her. But, this time, I crashed at her crib to eat, disturb her nephews and nieces. We watched Congkak. Horror movie? Nah... much to suspense only... Then, it was time for goodbyes. She's started attachment already. So, I can only see her less. Damn! Well dear. ILU,IMU,TC,MWAH!

2008-06-10T06:57:00.000-07:00

hey people.

again, im blogging out of boredom. 3 more crewmates served their NS as policeman today. so, im only left with 3 close brothers whom are now busy with their own personal lives. haish. and, baby went out with her aunt today so, i have no choice but to return home.

well, at least my past weekend wasnt that boring. i was with darls on Fri. we walked around Vivo before watching Narnia at Cathay. she said i was too engrossed with the movie. well, what can i say, the movie was great.

on sat, went to BoonLay for a birthday celebration of Nurul's friend. i was the food monster there. YUMM!

watched another movie after work on Sun. this time, it was with Nurul and her family. well, i can never say no to free tickets right? we watched KungFu Panda. silly as it was, it was enjoyable. the whole family played at the arcade till midnight.

aarrghh!!! now, im still bored!
bye2

2008-06-01T09:02:00.000-07:00

hello loved ones.

just came back from work and got nothing better to do, so i thought it would be nice to give a little update of myself. weekdays was spent mostly with Nurul. we spent most of our time at her sis's house. so, other than that, nothing much.

for the weekends, spent my first half of the Saturday with GF at Pasir Ris's E!hub. we went around the mall, nothing much to do actually. after which, we proceed to the park to just feel the wind. nice time together. but, I want that Gelare waffle lah b...

the second half was spent with the crew. Ramdhan just got his bike, thus, the gang agreed to go riding. 9 bikes in total, all with pillion. we first proceed to Adam road, where a cemetery site stood. it was pitch black, you cant even see your hand. we got tired soon, so we proceed to Punggol to get a drink. the road there was superb for a mini drag race. we then proceed to ECP to just play around with the bike. unfortunately, the weather didnt agree with us playing. we went off before there was heavy rain. reached home early dawn.

and as for the Sunday, at work.

so, it was random lah. Chaows!

2008-05-22T08:34:00.000-07:00

Guess what?

I've actually wrote a long post for today, but I have to delete it due to the annoying quarrels at home currently as I blog. Its just so sad but I really have to say this, my family isnt much of a happy ONE anymore. Damn! By the look of it, it could get worse. Should I have no feeling, I may have just leave this house a long time ago.

What adds to misery is GF having no mood to talk to me. Well, couples do have their 'time', right? Haish!

2008-05-19T10:41:00.000-07:00

The Pics of the Graduation Day!

2008-05-15T08:18:00.000-07:00

Today was a bad day. It shouldnt have been that way. It started quite great; the graduation ceremony. With all suited up smartly and elegantly, the classes of march 08 received their certificates of graduation. With flashes here and there, we mingled well, cause its probably the last days we are going to see most. It was indeed farewell to some. The tea reception wasnt that bad. (pics on the next post)

What spoilt the day was when a group of friends decided to have a slight disagreement, on the day of reunion. They cant cooperate with one another. Damn, that was frustrating persuading my friends. However, not knowing where to follow, I decided to leave for the best thing i know; home. I really thought this could be a great reunion.

In addition to that, I had a disagreement of my own with GF. Some things needs sorting between us, and it did. Thank god. I'm so much relieved now. Baby, I Love You!

I hope tomorrow gets better. And I wish for a proper reunion with the classmates.

2008-05-14T09:01:00.000-07:00

for nurul.

it was the ride to complete our day.
every little moments, superb i must say.
i was cuddling my little companion.
when our magical love was sensation.
246 days we dare and share.
i know u will always be there to care.
deeply in love with such sweetheart.
who never fail to play her part.
time will tell if we were to last.
i'll cross my fingers hoping that it does.

yours truly,
dacuteguy.

2008-05-12T09:45:00.000-07:00

First of all, GLORY GLORY Man Utd! Manchester United are EPL 2007-2008 Champions after beating Wigan 2-0. Next up, Euro Champs for The Devils. As for The Blues, better luck next season.
It's the 8th month H² has been together. Happy anniversary Nurul. Celebrated our day at the Singapore Flyers. Initially, I bought the normal pass but Irfan, who was a friend and a staff there, put us in a private cabin. Meaning to say, the whole sight-seeing was spent quietly between our own arms. I must say, the height made my knees grew weak, haha... Singapore, having an area of 647m², also have a wonderful sight from the peak of the flyers. I feel proud to have such a beautiful country.However, due to my rushing habits, I've been conned of some cash by a guy. Haish... so daring. Nvm, as long as GF and I had a fun time together, that brought the smile back. Lesson learnt, have patience and have integrity. Btw dear, nice work babe! Sedapkan B?

Btw, I had a poem in mind. It goes:
If my world came crumbling down,
You are the one I'd want around,
Cause you have shown me that,
You were the one to have my back.

2008-05-03T09:55:00.000-07:00

So much to say, in so little time.

The whole day was spent at Downtown East. Swam for a few hours with Nurul at wild wild wet. Not crowded, so we had lots of swimming area. Thanks to that, my skin darkens. Same goes to my lady, and I hate it when she's dark. Btw dear, thanks for the floating lessons.

By dusk, we finished swimming. We checked out the new E!Hub. Watched Ironman and met the crew there. The day ends with hugs and kisses.

Well, that should do for today. Got work early morning tomorrow. Nights people. tata!

2008-05-01T09:31:00.000-07:00

For almost a month, this blog has unofficially went 'dead'. There hasn't been much of a time for me to blog. Besides, I dont think anyone reads this blogspot anymore. Nurul hasn't been online for the past 3 weeks, so who else read? To any readers reading this, it'll be much appreciated if you tag. Thanks.

I'm here to blog anyways. I'm just bored. Just reached home from having dinner wif Nurul's family at Arnold's. The chicken was so huge, I didn't finish it all. After which, I was lazy to even walk. But, they dragged me shopping at Giant's Hypermarket. tak baik pulak kalau tak ikot, kan?

Currently not much changes in life. Work still great. It's just that, they keep transferring me here and there, to cover for shortage of manpower. bodohkan! mcm bola dibuatnye... I've just been transferred to Cedele@ORQ the past week.

The only changes i've seen came from the crew. Dhan's in army now. Jas and Wan joining the police soon. Om, Zaid and I busy with our work. And with the Fadz Brothers schooling, we havent had much time for our entertainment anymore.

Well, it's really getting late. I should be sleeping. Well, tune in to another boring episode of my life. C ya soon!

Pictures from the last 3 weeks:

2008-04-07T07:09:00.000-07:00

Just reached home.
time: 2030hrs
status: bored

Last weekend, the crew had a 3D2N stay-cum-reunion at Costa Sands Pasir Ris. Nurul was there as well. We spent the day together first while waiting for the rest to arrive.

First night, total crew reunion; partying, BBQ-ing, wrestling, singing and etc. Some were even drinking. I remembered laughing till i cried. Trust me, it was hell lot of fun, pain and even pleasure on the first night.

2nd day, most went swimming. The rest, too shagged from drinking, decided to sleep longer. haish... apedah!

That night, the crew BBQ-ed more foods. I don't even know where some of the food came from. All i know, I was(burp~) full. Zaid was incharge of food, I took charge of the chalet. Fadzil, the budget and Irah, was incharge of complaining. Hehe!

The bond of the crew, was superb. Its just great to know that we had been, and will still be there for each other, since 12 years ago.

The Budak Giler Pte Ltd

2008-04-03T09:16:00.000-07:00

Its day 4 since [Love] left Singapore with her parents. She's on holiday in Pulau Tioman, snorkeling i guess. I am so bored. No more late night talking on the phone, no one to go out with me and nobody to listen to my complaints. Damn! I keep thinking of her every time I finish work, hoping to at least meet her up and just laugh at each other's craziness. She's coming home soon. Till then, I'll be rotting myself, alone!

2008-03-30T08:38:00.001-07:00

2 weeks of doing morning shifts, I didnt get the chance to blog.
Let me just try to summarise anything I could remember alrite.

1-Lovely Nurul:
*Life with her is getting better. She's understanding and caring, the reason my heart beats.
*Went to watch Vantage point on the 3rd Saturday, movie week. Nice movie.
*Went to Old Changi Hospital for a ghost hunting trip with my Youth Club. I must say, when exploring the 6-storey high, creepy building, Nurul was more brave than her 'Mr. Romeo'. She dared stayed alone in a dark mortuary for 15 secs whereas I am a claustrophobic.2-The crew:
*Not much time spent with most of them anymore. Miss them much
*Reunion this weekend on our chalet. Yippee!!!3-Work:
*Work is fun, time flies faster and tmr, PAYDAY!
*Went for Retail Training on Good Friday @8Shenton outlet. There was 4 outlets training. Here's the sandwichmaker for each of the outlet.(from Left,RepublicPlaza, TanglinMall. 8Shenton, ORQ)

2008-03-15T12:42:00.000-07:00

Its been two weeks exactly since i post, damn! In the past two weeks, nothing much happened. Kinda busy balancing work & play.

Work have been superb, except for the lunch crowd. Hectic sey. Dzul order-picked faster than i can even toast a bread, no wonder i got stuck. Haha, but overall, work is fun! Nearby my workplace, the F1 grand prix challenge was held the whole of last week. i got the chance to beat the best lap time, but as usual, im no good a first-timer. 1min27sec was my best laptime.On 12.03.08, it was our 6th month anniversary. So fast time fly. Love and me went to the botanic gardens even in the rainy day. We had to stop at a few gazebos to let the rain pass first. Pure sweetness...

Earlier today, went again to Sentosa with love. Again, coincidentally, we wore totally the same colours. Super cute lah we. We went again to Sentosa because she had a pair of extra tickets to the Dolphin Lagoon, where there were 2 smart dolphins with extreme cuteness. We watched the show before we hiked on the dragon trail till late dawn. The place super dark and super scary. We then catch the Songs By The Sea at 8.40pm. It was totally full-housed the first time we went there. This time, we booked earlier. And you asked what was my next plan, you just wait.

P.S. I love You!!!

2008-03-02T07:07:00.000-08:00

Was attached at Suntec City for the whole day just now... I kind of miss that place. ALOT have change. The only two staffs that are still in Suntec are Pendek and Jessie. Cedele have went through a complete reformation. I was transfered to Republic Plaza. Well, it ain't that bad there. I hope I can be in Shenton 8 outlet, all the gerek2 kakis there lah...

The last 2 outings with baby was tenderly great. From exploring natures at Fort Canning to getting lost at Pasir Ris Park, it was two lovely nights. rite darls? I just so love you lah dear, Mwah!!!

Tommorrow doing opening lah... tata!!!

2008-02-25T08:03:00.000-08:00

Last Saturday, Nurul and I went to Sentosa. We were accompanied by Irwan and Mira.
Again, a sweet weekend, thanks to babyKU. No mood to type longer, so here are the pics.

2008-02-15T09:54:00.000-08:00

Happy Belated V.Day People.

Went to Vivo with baby. We had dinner at the chicken rice shop. Then we took a walk by the waterfront. Baby gave me something. Cookies that she baked herself... Awww... Thanks babe.
Well, nice night i had, actually, we had!

Btw, im in need of a work right now...

2008-02-12T12:52:00.000-08:00

On every 12th, this special bond grew a month older.
It will be there for as long as I can hold it.
And trust me, I will make this the best feeling you'll have.
Happy 5th month-iversary Nurul Hidayah.
I love you!
Missing you badly.

2008-02-05T09:13:00.000-08:00

Hooray!!! Today marks my final day as an intern in DHL Global Forwarding. My attachment is over! Farewells made. aww~ I'm gonna miss:

1. my smoking buddy; Lia, Yimin, Roslan, Mazlan.
2. the gossip-ers; Monica, Uncle Hamid, Shafiee and Rozana.
3. and those not mention but have been nice to me.
The problem now is, where the hell am i going to work next? I've interviewed at Cedele again, this time as a full-timer at Shenton Way. Cedele@Suntec have had a change-over of staffs. Most of the old staffs(Is, Norman, Salamah) moved to Shenton Way. But my hiring is still TBA.

Well, my life is wonderful now. Thanks to my family, Nurul, and my crew.

2008-01-28T08:15:00.000-08:00

A story of a love set;

Saturday night romance.

Sweet, smooth and bonding.

2008-01-24T07:16:00.000-08:00

im bored... i miss my boo.

its 2 more weeks to THE holidays. yippee. DHL has been a great workplace for this past 4 mth. my supervisor told me to stay. i want to, if i could. but the manager say i have to complete my NS first. damn! so its a confirm bye-bye to ALPS Ave.

yesternight, went karaoke-ing at Katong. i was with Nurul, Fadzil and Sharifah. u should have heard Nurul sang, cair beb... fadzil and sharifah went off early so baby and me had the room to ourself. whoo... had a fun night, seriously.

I love u lah babe!

2008-01-22T07:53:00.000-08:00

Met gf yesterday. We were both shocked at seeing each other. We were like wearing white tops and brown bottoms coincidentally. Cool! Great mnds DO think alike. Went to CSQ to take neoprints. We both look cute! Haha!

Had dinner at the Food Republic. I just love prawn noodle.

PS. I love NURUL too!!!

2008-01-13T08:43:00.000-08:00

Happy 4th month-iversary babe!
I love ya! Mwah!

Secondly, happy birthday to Fazy(i forgot ur age)

Well, lets just blog randomly today...

Took unpaid leave on Thursday. Sometimes, you can just get lazy of doing the same ol' boring work... Anyways, this little fella, he has been pastering me the whole of last week, 'bang piz, bile nak hantar ijroy gi shkool?' So, i took the chance that day to send him to school. Well, it brought memories of MY kindergarten days when I saw him in his uniforms. I love my pre-school days. All I got to do in school was have fun! P.S. pre-sch is where i first met nurul...
After that, i went on to buy a new phone for myself. W580i. Now, let's shake it! On Saturday, head down to Harbourfront(at last, not marina) with the crew. Besides the normal routine, we help Zaid celebrated Fazy's bdae.
On Sunday, went to Marine Parade to play pool. The rest of the night, quiet time with Nurul.

2008-01-06T09:02:00.000-08:00

(040108) Skipped work cause I missed the last transport to ALPS. Hehe Accompanied Yan to the hospital, early in the morning. Then met Nurul and we went to Macpherson. Headed to ECP after that. Was totally drenched by the rain. Spent quality time with her at the underpass. Sweet!

(050108) It was a wet day, again. Was spent with the crew. Went to MSQ.*im getting sick of that place sia* Creating havoc every where, snapping photos. Played at the arcade there. Then, we went to the Merlion to chill. Here's some pics!

2008-01-02T10:31:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year To ALL!
Its been a long while since i blogged. My com crashed. Damn!

311207
1/2 day working. I went out with Nurul. We went to the Metro Sale at Singapore Expo. Had fun teasing her and her friend who was working at the 7eleven there. We ate Burger Kings' black pepper whopper for dinner. Burp~

We then both go sheesha-ing with my classmate. Irah wasnt there thou. We had lots of laughter. Spent the evening there before we went to MSQ. It was, as u noe it, cramped with lots of people. I was suffocated.

Here comes the best part, the fireworks. BOOM! With Nurul hugging me from the back, I really felt loved and she did made my first few minutes of 2008 worthwhile. Muacks!

010107
Went roller-blading with the crew. As a first-timer, I injured my right wrist. The crew were bullying me throughout. Haish...

Had dinner at Simpang Bedok after that. We were just plainly, CHAOTIC. Nothing special.

Here's My 2008 resolution:
Make resolution that I can achieve

Wishlist:
NURUL always
A CBR 150
Playstation3

2007-12-23T01:31:00.000-08:00

I'm supposed to be in Sentosa with dearie, sis and her children. But due to the heavy rain, we didnt. Arrghh!

Went out with the crew yesterday. Well, almost all of them. When can we get the whole crew to come? We took up the space for half of Marina Sq's LJS and the arcade. We were making a fiasco at the esplanade.

Haha. then, met up with Nurul late at night. It was lovely to see u even for a short while.

I love u dear!

2007-12-09T08:46:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday 2 my lovely Nurul!!
Happy belated Bdae to Om.
May all the wishes come true!
And due to the request from some of my 'fans', I am here to post longer post.
Yup, quite true, it has been a busy week. Attachment just fills up my time more.
The only time free is on my weekends.

Thursday- Met with Nurul @ Pasir Ris Park. Had our quality time together. We played the Maze there. Quite fun. Well, every time spent with Nurul is FUN!

Saturday- Celebrated Om's birthday at MOS with the crew. The club was packed like hell sey... But it was enjoyable...Well, off to bed now... Chaows!

2007-12-06T10:14:00.000-08:00

Baby, wonderful night...

Love ya more each sec. Mwah!!!

2007-11-30T07:58:00.000-08:00

Aaaaarrrrrggghhh!!!

My back, it Hurts!

2007-11-27T09:23:00.001-08:00

It's Simple.
I Miss Nurul!

2007-11-20T09:51:00.000-08:00

First of all, thanks to the well wishes and presents

Yippee! I'm 18. What a wonderful week. Where should I start?

hmm...

Last Saturday, went to watch Beowulf with Irah. Dayah joined soon after. They celebrated my birthday. Well, due to them having their attachment, they can't meet me on my B'day itself. Well, it's ok. Its the thoughts that count. Thanks, you 2! U girls made my weekend. Thanks to Boy too...

Striked 12am exactly on 20/11, the crew was the first few to wish, with their palms and fists. Damn! Even Fadzs' mum hit me. Sabo lah kirekan... Msges came in until 2 am. Once again, I thank U!

Early afternoon, dropped by Youth Club to check on the Elites. Its been awhile since I've been there. They too, sabo-ed me. Made me dance. But, who cares? Woohooo!!!

Last, but not least. To top off the day, Nurul and I went to VivoCity. We walked around, chilled out and then she brought me to Earle's Swensens. Had a great2 dinner with her. Sampaikan ikan tenggelam tau... We then sat at the riverside. We had quality time.

Well baby, you really know how to make my day. You told me it wasn't as good as what u planned because of the rain. But to me, it was a great day. Love ya ALOTS!

Well, the day has to end. Nytes people!

2007-11-11T09:17:00.001-08:00

Cintaku...

dunia kecil ciptaan ilahi
senja semalam berlabuh lagi
tergamam sendiri direaliti
arah mana harus ku langkahi

meski tiada orang pun yang tahu
yakinlah bahwa engkau cintaku
ku mencintaimu setulus hati
menjadi ilham di detik sepi

dua purnama berlalu pergi
kehadiranmu mencilik mata ini
rindu meresah tubuh jasmani
tiada terarah bagi rentapan hati

kau hadir memberi tuju
membalas setiap curahan rindu
jangan pergi tinggalkan daku
kerna ku masih memerlukanmu

happy anniversary!!!

2007-11-06T07:38:00.001-08:00

Life's been on aces the past week. Getting to spend more time with Nurul is just wonderful and there's more fun with the crew nowadays. The weekend came, here's the story...

I took MC on Friday just to go Katong to karaoke, although my singing is bad. but baby, why didnt you sing? Malu eh??? After burning the throats, went to ECP to spend much of a quality time with dearie. Its great having you in my arms. I want more of you, can?

On Saturday, went to Suntec with the crew and dearie, dropped by Cedele. man! I miss that place. Then the crew and I went separate ways. Nurul and me watched The Gameplan at the cinema. The show was kinda cute and sweet. It's been awhile since I saw The Rock in action.

Sunday was like normal days, drop by the FadzS' and we were laughing all the way. Suddenly, an urge to see Nurul came. Managed to see her for a short while, it was worth it, seeing u smile.

Monday, the classmate spent time at Bugis. I wasn't feeling well, hadta bounce back earlier.

Just now, Wan, Dhan, Fadzil, Mira and me went to see The Seeker at Lido. The only reason I dragged my feet to Orchard on a weekday was Wan treating me to a movie full of magics. I just love magic, don't you?

Speaking of loving, I miss my MeLove.

2007-10-31T09:39:00.000-07:00

Life at DHL is a BOOREDOOM!!! Nothing else to do than to smoke, eat, sleep, rearrange and stamping papers. Colleagues there are friendly. However, some of them are acting as if they have nothing better to do than to gossip about others when there's actually lots of PAPERS to file. *makcik kpo sey. respect lah org lain sikit.*

Speaking of respects, salutes to Om, he really earned my respect. Thanks for saving our asses.

With time so cramped up, I am not having lots of time for Nurul. I miss u babe! Saturday will be our day, I promise. Mwah!!!

2007-10-30T04:39:00.000-07:00

Raya-ing on Sat with the crew and Sun with the class was totally awesome!!!
Acquaintances became friends, friends moulded to families, everyone enjoyed the day.

Saturday-
The crew met at 11 am at The FadzS'. I was working when they were there.*1/2 day ler* Met them up at 2 at Jas's crib. With 24 crewmates going around the east of Singapore, came havoc and jokes! There were laughter all the way.*S-umooooorE!* Hehe. Collection was above-average. Ka-ching! =)

Sunday-
The class met at 12 over at An's. We rented a bus for the day. Managed to get around S'pore easily and quick. Total of 12 houses, inclusive of Nurul's.* Dear, u do look hot in white baju kurung. Sweet ler... Its a waste you can't come along* Btw, I'm loaded now. I wanna shop!

Here's the pics-more at shutterfly!

2007-10-25T08:17:00.000-07:00

It has been a busy week. Phew!

20/10/07
My neigbourhood playground caught fire. The sky was blackened with thick smoke. The heat was well, HOT!!!

That night, went out Raya-ing with my brothers. One happy family!!!

22/10/07
Attachment started. I am attached to DHL Global Forwarding @ Alps(Airport Logistic Park of Singapore). I'm doing something I didnt learn - accounting. It isn't that bad, but I want to learn something that got to do with logistics. Luckily, it isn't a boredom being stuck in office. Here's my desk.

25/10/07
Went to Changi airport T2 with dearie after work. We walked around, ate dinner and seeing the aeroplanes. We then shared stories of our previous holidays. And dear, you will get your chance to board a plane again, don't worry.

*******
Nurul, this past 2 weeks had been great! We saw each other like for the whole week. And the good thing is, I am not even any close to being bored or sick abt it. In fact, I hope I can see you tmr. I'll treasure every second of it, I PROMISE! Mwah!!! Love ya! Miss you dear....

2007-10-19T20:49:00.000-07:00

I got PES B. Damn!

2007-10-18T09:13:00.000-07:00

Today was spent with Nurul. Fourth day straight. I just can't get enough of her. Well dearie, hope I can see you again tomorrow. You're such a sweetheart. Love ya!

Finally, I was back in school. I got attached to DHL logistics at Changi South. Next weeks onwards, I'm like going to work 9-5 weekdays. Haish... Attachment isn't something I'm looking forward to, but school has to end. On the bright side, I'm getting paid to study so it's kinda worthwhile.

I'm off now! C ya around!!!

2007-10-17T02:06:00.000-07:00

Its proven... The older you are, the lesser money you get for your Hari Raya. Hehe. Since the first day of Syawal, my green packets only brings a total of 62 bucks. Well, its not that I am hoping for anything, its just that its a boredom. I can't shop. Well, the joy of the Festival so far is as cheerful as ever. I cant wait for the crew and classmates' Raya outing. Sure to be a thing to catch.

Btw, Nurul's back to school and I'm facing boredom alot. I miss school. Damn sure I miss her too!

Takecare nice people.
Chaows!

2007-10-11T18:45:00.000-07:00

It's 12 October 2007
9.30am

Firstly, Happy Anniversary Baby!!! So bad we cant celebrate. Its been a while since I celebrated anniversaries. I wanted to make this the best, but time wasn't on our side.*clash with preps for hari raya lah* Next time ok? Btw, its been a great month being with you.

Love Ya!
Miss Ya!
Muacks!

-remember this dear? swit!-

************

Selamat Hari Raya to my Muslims friends!

2007-10-08T12:50:00.000-07:00

Alas~ A new post. Sorry... Computer crashed and had been kinda busy lately. Spending time with dearie, shopping with mum and hanging with the crew at the FadzS' crib.

Hari raya is 4 days away. Yippee! Been visiting geylang more than any of the past years. So, preparations going well, except for the colour of the baju kurung. I wanted beige, mum says blue looks cool, dearie wanted white and most of the crew planned green. Damn! Any suggestions, anyone?

Btw, I got all D's for my exams. Damn! GPA:1.317. Luckily, I don't have to retake any modules.

***

Miss Nurul, I'm missing you!!

Dearie

*love*

2 hearts matched

Baby!!!

2007-09-29T08:50:00.001-07:00

Went out with Nurul to break fast at Geylang with the classmates. We didn't actually know where to eat. We ended up in Kg. Ubi C.C.'s Pizza Hut. Had a great meal there. As usual, Mimin was the joker. We had a great laugh too. Then, came the jalan2 part. Geylang was packed and most of us were like sardines. Gosh! I forget to my dendeng*shite!*. Well, as the night falls, the fun has to end. Sent dearie and myself home. Need to sleep. Chaows!!!

P.S. I love Nurul, ALOT!

2007-09-28T16:03:00.000-07:00

I just love it when dearie comes to sleepover at her sister's crib. Its easier to meet her*she lives at the blk where my crew hangout*. And whenever we met, it will be until late in the morning. Yesterday was no different. We spent the whole night at her sister's plcae till 4am. With a wonderful girl... what else do I need to ask for? I'm 1 lucky guy to spend a great night with Nurul. Thanks Baby!!

Sayang... Muacks!!!

2007-09-25T19:48:00.000-07:00

Its 10.30am...
I can't sleep.
Nurul is at work.

Boredom!

I am stuck here with nothing to do. Life's no more fun without work. Yup, I finally left Cedele after a long year working in that outlet. Damn! I miss working with the hilarious staffs and the nice food*slurps*. Well, I do need my rest before the attachments. Besides, I can't go working in a F&B outlet in the fasting month*can't bear the temptations*.

Other than that, my life's been on the bright side this past few days. Finally, I get to spend more time with my family and my crew. Plus, there's plenty of time for MeLove, Nurul. Just like the 3 days she spent at her sister's crib. We met like every night, and it WAS quality time. =)

To Nurul, if you are reading, I miss you! By the way, I make sure I bite you on Friday. Love ya!

Speaking of biting, another 8.5hrs to bite some food. And, I can't believe I am blabbing so much.

Chaows!

2007-09-23T12:36:00.000-07:00

Baby,

You are being missed as I am typing this.

Every second with you, its just so wonderful.

So don't stop making me addicted to you.

'dacuteguy'

2007-09-17T13:12:00.000-07:00

Finally, manage to stargaze with dearie... Noticing her smile after seeing the stars, I smiled as well. She is just so sweet and cuddly. Those tender moments, is just too sweet. And finally she said, 'u nie so sweet tau'. Yippee!!! Baby, asal kena balik kul 10 sey, kan bagus leh lagi lama? B, stargazing... done! wats next?

2007-09-14T11:20:00.000-07:00

Initially, I was held by a memory

You came into my life to set me free

That cute smile is a natural beauty

Promise me that u'll stay with me

2007-09-12T09:41:00.000-07:00

Cuddling you through the night,

The warmth tingles.

U made my day.

My promise is,

I'm here to stay!

2007-09-11T08:57:00.000-07:00

I'm missing u, Nurul Hidayah!!!

2007-09-08T12:15:00.000-07:00

Today was fun. I was with Nurul. We went studying at the esplanade, although we are not from the same course. We laugh, chat, and walk around. She's simply just sweet(and its true). However, there's a reason that spoilt her day. And I was down too. Damn! Fortunately, I can make her smile again. She got a cute smile, seriously!

Thanks!

2007-09-06T09:44:00.000-07:00

i've been tagged.

List out your top 5 b'day presents u wish for:
1. Someone special by my side, but who???
2. A new set of clothing from head to toe
3. Choc buffet at Fullerton Hotel
4. $600 for my motor pracs
5. A laptop

The person who you took this survey from: Aaz
Your relationship with her is:???
Your 3 impressions of Aaz:
1. sweet...Talker!
2. beautiful...Liar!
3. split personality!

The most memorable thing he/she had done for you: she was an ex.
The most memorable words he/she had said to you: u opened my heart.
The most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is: stay a distant from her.

If he/becomes your lover, you will: know it is not reality
If he/she becomes your lover, things she has to improve on will be: for once, be sincere!
If he/she becomes your enemy, you will: remember her the way she was, the first time we met
If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: better not say
Your overall impression of him/her is: sweetest memories

How you think people around you will feel about you?
family: i'm humorous, the crew: i'm crazy, classmate: i'm youngest, nurul: i'm cute,

The character(s) you love about yourself is/are: i respect others and make friends easily.
The character(s) you hate of yourself is/are: hard to move on.
The most ideal person you want to be is: dad, patience and stern, but loving.

For people that care and like you, say something to them: Thanks, I love u ppl!~
For the pple whom i have hurt: sorry!
For pple whom i love n treasure: you'll always be on my mind.

Pass this quiz to 10 persons you wish to know how they feel about you
1. nurul hidayah
2. phat
3. nurazri
4. meerza
5. munirah
6. yus
7. nadhrah
8. jas
9. hani
10. hariz

-Who is no.10 having relationship with? *dunno. he wont be enuff wif 1.
-Is no.5 a male or female?*female.
-If no.4 and 2 are together, will it be a good thing?*a good reason for me to laugh!
-What is no.1 studying about?*IT
-When was the last time you had a chat with no 3?*yesterday. she asked about blogging
-What kind of music band does no.8 like?*indies r&r.
-Does no.9 has any siblings?*i only knew of a sis she had.
-Will you woo no.6 ?* Neva!~.
-How about no.7 ?* the line is drawn!
-Is no.4 single?*No. 'happily' with adlynn.

-What is the surname of no.5?*TAIB.
-What is the nickname of no.10?*rossi konon!
-What is the hobby of no.1?* eat, shop, watch tv.
-Do no.2 and 7 get along well?* used to.
-Where is no.3 studying at?* ITE simei.
-Talk something casually about no.8?* yup.
-Have you try developing feelings for no.1?
* hahaa!!! =X
-Where does no.9 live at?*bedok.
-What color does no.6 like?* whyte
-Are no.4 and 2 best friends?*can say so

-Does no.7 likes no.8?*ask her la.
-How do you get to know no.3?* on an escalator at sch.
-Does no.10 have any pets?* nope.
-Is no.5 the sexiest person in the world?*someone said she had the sexiest legs. to me, NAH!!!!
-Your views on no.1?* she's cute, funny, sweet

okay, done.

2007-09-05T12:50:00.000-07:00

Initially, my heart was shut, from all possibilities.

Until i get to know this particular 'cute girl'.

She made it easier for me to accept the fact,

that i was only a toy for another person.

Without knowing, she made me smile again.

Now, all i want to say is thanks, that we met,

again...

2007-09-04T10:19:00.000-07:00

the way she laughed

that voice soothes

she's just cute

seriously...

2007-08-25T12:38:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to "sislurp", Munirah!!! She turned 'twenty(een)'.

More pics at my shutterfly

2007-08-21T10:41:00.000-07:00

Firstly, Happy Bdae to Yan, Irfan, Fadzil, Tasha, and Irah!

Secondly, sorry for posting a bit later about the pit we had, just received the photos...

Now, the fun begins!!! BBQ started late, around 830pm++. While waiting for the cake and some others to arrive, few games of BlackJack! Lucky night for me, the winnings: 3/4 of full cigarrette box and $3.40. When cake arrived, sing Bdae song, cut cake, eat cake, sabo each other. Riding all over ECP on a 2-seater bike with 4 idiots on it. Mr. Hashim *bapak kepada Yan and Tasha*, still BBQ-ing. *tak kenyang2 lah dia nie..* Snap photos, here and there. The Dare game was hilarious, all of our first dare: the talcum powder(lots of it) on the face, macam momok. The Tickling game was no less fun.

2007-08-18T03:40:00.000-07:00

I'll stay this way for the moment.

Whatever it is, thanks for the memories!

2007-08-13T10:27:00.001-07:00

bad move, i guess...

2007-08-11T14:02:00.001-07:00

... With An Act of Random Kindness...

Miracles Can Happen

2007-08-07T10:52:00.000-07:00

Faith...

I've learnt as days pass.
I've stayed to what I adore.
Just to know you better then them.
To get it back to the way it was before.

2007-08-05T10:52:00.000-07:00

from the moment 2 sets of eyes met,
till from the same eyes, tears shed,
there's a common style in the two,
now, helping u out, here's a clue,
those plans made, didn't happened,
if it did, they only did saddened,
those spontaneoues smiles made,
were not meant to do in a date,

2007-08-04T10:39:00.001-07:00

You asked me once,

if you could know the reasons,

why I held on to you.

Answers weren't there before,

but then now, I know why.

Sadly, you aren't here to know.

2007-08-02T10:30:00.000-07:00

the phone rang.
it brought delights along.

You're right, they didn't leave me, I walked away.

The sweetest thing someone told me was, "you open my heart to believe in love again". Instead of shutting the heart with me inside, she shut mine. I cant believe in love again, I don't know why. If someone would just open it again, I'll be glad.

2007-08-01T11:11:00.001-07:00

Its been a year.
You still live in me.

Lame as it is, my fate changed that day.
Trust shatters, my life start to sway.
Memories doomed, nightmares came.
I regret wanting it, I am ashame.
You were the light, in darken cave.
I gave up on you, I shouldn't have.
I've changed alot, you may have notice.
Remember me by the same old Hafiz.
Its impossibility, that you'll be mine.
I wave away, for new love to find.

Baru kini, aku mula sedari.
Selama ini kau ku sayangi .
Tidak dapat ku nafikan lagi.
Beban rahsia kian membakar diri.
Walau tak mampu ku memiliki.
Mungkin tiada yang aku fahami.
Tetapi janji kini tinggal memori.
Yang akan ku simpan di dalam hati.
Kemanakah kau menghilangkan diri.
Sungguh payah untuk ku mencari ganti.

2007-07-22T08:41:00.000-07:00

I just remembered. I used to have this particular shirt, which I wore only once. It wasn't any ordinary shirt. It was a proof(the only thing left) of a friendship I used to have. Here's the sad part: I forgot where I put it, after moving house. It is a white, Beckham-imprinted shirt.

*************************

Dear Shirt,

If you don't mind, I want you back.

Your owner,
Hafiz.

2007-07-21T09:22:00.000-07:00

Finally, the 2-yr waiting is over. The final book, Harry Potter and The Deathly Hollows was released @7.01am today. The beginning of an ending is in my palms. Yay! So, to other fans of the series, BEWARE! Spoilers will come soon once I finish reading... Chaows!!! I wanna read!

2007-07-20T09:30:00.000-07:00

40 secrets about yourself.

[one] if you could have any name in the world, what would you
want?
+Sir Muhammad Hafiz Daniel Aryl Haridth Ryan "the third". Nice huh?

[two] name one song that
reminds you of an ex?
+ beautiful liar!!!

[three] what's your middle name?
+ Hafiz.

[four] what color do you hate most?
+ blue.

[five] does your crush like you back?
+ if i noe she does, we wont be crushes anymore.

[six] what is your current mood?
+ excited.

[seven] what color underwear are you
wearing?
+ green.

[eight] what makes you most happy?
+ sleeping!

[nine] look at a picture/poster in
your room, who's on it?
+ my family.

[ten] if you could go back in time and
change something, what you would
change?
+ being stoopid.

[eleven] if you must be an animal for
one day, what would you be?
+ lion

[twelve] ever had a near death
experience?
+ twice. grrr~

[thirteen] something you do a lot?
+ sleep, eat and laugh!

[fourteen] the song stuck in your head?
+ beautiful girl.

[fifteen] what is your desktop
background?
+ my creation.

[sixteen] what are you wearing?
+ shirts shorts.

[seventeen] when was the last time you
cried?
+ a weeek ago?.

[eighteen] have you ever sung in front
of a large audience?
+ ya...terribly!

[nineteen] if you could have one super
power what would it be?
+ the power to change one's will *winks*.

[twenty] what's the first thing(s) you
notice about the opposite sex?
+ the smile.

[twenty-one] what do you usually order
from Starbucks?
+ mocha frap.

[twenty-two] what's your biggest
secret?
+ what do u think? secret!

[twenty-three] favorite color?
+ RED.

[twenty-four] is it sunny or raining?
+ now.. windy. ahaha.

[twenty-five] do you still watch kiddy
movies or TV shows?
+ POWER RANGERS!

[twenty-six] what are you eating or
drinking at the moment
+ cookies.

[twenty-seven] do you speak any other
language?
+ malay, chinese, spanish?

[twenty-eight] what's your favorite
smell?
+ mont blanc starwalker.

[twenty-nine] if you could describe
your life in one word what would it be?
+ Rollercoaster.

[thirty] when was the last time you
received a hug?
+ last week

[thirty-one] have you ever kissed in
the rain?
+ haha! nope.

[thirty-two] what/who are you thinking
about right now?
+ Harry Potter Book tmr. yay!.

[thirty-three] what should you be
doing?
+ meeting my crew.

[thirty-four] what was the last thing
that made you upset/angry?
+ IRAh(keciq).

[thirty-five] how often do you laugh?
+ everyday! haha!

[thirty-six] do you like working in
the yard?
+ wat yard?

[thirty-seven]what is your natural hair color?
+ black.

[thirty-eight] do you act differently
around your crush/significant other?
+ sometimes.

[thirty-nine] what is it u may want to say to an ex?
+wow! u still alive?

[forty] who was the last person to
make you cry?
+ Irah KECIQ!

2007-07-18T07:00:00.000-07:00

Hapy Birthday to 2 beautiful kids,

Izzadhora(8 yrs) and Izzroy(3 yrs).

2007-07-14T09:51:00.000-07:00

Guess what?! The whole day was spent with the crew @ Sentosa. There were 23 of us in toatal. But, the guys met up & reunited first at 8.30am. Meeting place, Blk126. Fetched the girls at around 9.30am. Some people just cant be punctual, can they? Reached VivoCity at around 12noon, lots of people there.

Off we went to Sentosa's Palawan Beach. Early lunch and a good game of soccer. 3.5hrs spent tanning, swimming, playing and joking around. I do miss this stuffs from the crew. Suddenly, grrrr~ the whole crew was hungry again. We hit the showers before moving off from the beach. Btw, I hate the sunburn I got, it hurts.

So much to do, in so little time. Grab a quick bite at 7-11. We went to the Merlion Walk, Imbiah Terrace, Images of S'pore, The "SnakeTamer" and all around Sentosa, just enjoying the scene and camwhoring. At dawn, the journey ends and its time for dinner.

LauPaSat, no one actually enjoyed the food they ate there. Mood-crashing sey... However, The day ended with a smile on every faces, all 23 of us. Thanks guys and girls. Now, I'm shagged! Buhbye!

Here's some pics!!!

More Pictures @ Sentosa!

2007-07-13T09:42:00.001-07:00

The Magical Beauties
Harry Potter & the Order of the Phoenix -the newfound love-
Emma Watson as Hermione Granger -the scandals-
Bonnie Wright as Ginny Weasley Katie Leung as Cho Chang

2007-07-13T09:39:00.001-07:00

Finally, 'Harry Potter and The Order of the Phoenix' premieres. I went to watch it. Quite entertaining. Sadly, there's nothing about the one thing Harry enjoyed most, Quidditch. A wizarding type of sport. Maybe, its due to time constrain. Well, at least the story was not much of a difference. However, the book is much better.

Emma Watson

The only reason I enjoyed the movie was because of Hermione Granger, acted by Emma Watson. She hot, seriously.*hehe* Btw, I'm waiting for 21st of July. The day the Harry Potter's final book is release. Remember, 'one shall not live while the other survive'.

P.S. Sat, 14th July. The crew's gonna rock Sentosa. Can't wait for the reunion.