Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute, it's love
And, suddenly, it's like a battlefield
One word turns into a war
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world's nothing when you're gone
I'm out here without a shield - can't go back, now
Both hands tied behind my back for nothing, oh, no
These times when we climb so fast to fall, again
Why we gotta fall for it, now...
Can't swallow our pride
Neither of us wanna raise that flag, mmm
If we can't surrender
Then, we're both gonna lose what we have, oh, no
We could pretend that we are friends, tonight (oh)
And, in the morning, we wake up, and we'd be alright
'Cause, baby, we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
I guess you better go and get your armor...
I never meant to start a war
Don't even know what we're fighting for
I never meant to start a war
Don't even know what we're fighting for...
-ChaowS- 2:45 AM
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Malam ku tidur tak lena
teringatkan dirimu
terimbas kembali kenangan lalu
alangkah indahnya bersamamu
mengalir air mataku
menemani malam sepi ku
ku rindu saat bersamamu
sukarnya untuk ku melupakanmu
dahulu enqkau berikan cinta
mengapa kini enqkau berubah
manakah janji akan setia menanti
jikalau engkau tak lagi cinta
katakan saja , aku tak kesah
dari kau terus membuat
ku menunggu
tak ku sangka , tak ku duga
perpisahan yang akan melanda
sudah ku coba pertahankan
namun dirimu pergi jua
cintamu bagaikan rembulan
yang hadir bila malam menjelang
kau hilang bila siang mendatang
begitulah sikapmu oh sayang
kau lontar cintaku ditepian
ku bagaikan hanyut di lautan
yang lemas di dalam percintaan
dipukul gelombang keresahan
-ChaowS- 6:28 AM
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Ku cuba redakan relung hatiBayangmu yang berlalu pergi
Terlukis di dalam kenangan
Bebas bermain di hatiku
Cerita tentang masa lalu
Cerita tentang kau dan aku
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku
Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku
-ChaowS- 4:03 AM
Monday, September 28, 2009
Bisikan yang pertama
Membawa erti untuk selamanya
Aku bagai tak percaya
Apa yang telah pun kurasa
Engkau bagaikan ohhh... permataku
Engkau pun jua ratuku
Engkaulah segalanya
Engkau hanyalah untuk diriku
Aku hanya untukmu
Itulah janjiku padamu
Kita bagaikan ombak dan pantai
Tidakkan terpisah lagi
Walaupun pasangnya
Walaupun surutnya laut
Ratapan naluri
Memanggilkan namamu
Kerana pertemuan ini
Akanku abadikan
Segala memori
Kulewati waktu itu
Didalam pelukanku
Gugurnya pemisah
Di antara kita terbinanya
Satu mercu tanda
Cinta yang setia
Meredahi masa meniti usia
Hingga keakhirnya
Kuabadi cinta dihati ini
-ChaowS- 4:27 PM
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
I miss this bike man...
And now, the new 'wife' eating petrol like hell. damn!
-ChaowS- 2:06 AM
Friday, July 31, 2009
Well3...
such a boring, boring week, my gawd! last friday, I was warded at CGH... had a small operation for the abcess on my butt... yes people, my butt... 5cm by 5cm small, but the pain is like losing your whole butt. discharged on saturday, Nurul been caring for me since. Mum even let her stay overnight to keep an eye on me. been going to the polyclinic everyday for change of dressing. leceh,leceh! i'm on 2 weeks MC, and i'm stuck at home, nothing to do! how i miss my duties in camp... and to make it worst, Nurul's going Johor these weekends and next. so people, stay healthy...
-ChaowS- 1:49 PM
Thursday, June 25, 2009
I tried, i try and i will keep on trying.
But then, you are still avoiding me?
-ChaowS- 7:46 AM